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Red. Chandelier. Fontana Lesiure Park, Clark, Pampanga. 08.23.14 -
Beauty. Adventure. Legendary. Inspiration. 2014
Last summer, I was blessed with a trip to the wonderful surfing and cultural paradise called Bali. A huge shout out and thank you to the ever-generous LAO family (my uncle, auntie and cousins).
We had our layover at Changi Airport – the airport of orchids! ♥

We arrived in Bali in the evening and had a minor glitch, our transfer was not around – there has been a misunderstanding with our arrival date. Anyhoo, we still got to our resort, The Samaya Villas at Seminyak Bali, and as soon as we got into our designated villas, my jaw dropped! (more…)
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Fontana Weekend 2014
Using: iPhone 5 & Instagram
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Let Me Speak Some Nonsense With You
Making no sense can be liberating. It’s like you can say whatever you want to say without even thinking about grammar or connection but just putting all these words out there and watching them play around and try to connect without connecting. Not all thoughts make sense. I know. And it’s beautiful. It is lovely how from one single, nonsense thought to another and another that something wonderful is being woven together. It’s like picking up random pebbles by the road and then finding later on your child needs them for an assignment, to fill a jar and plant a little bamboo stick.
And I make no sense most of the time. And I do not figure out sense from other people most of the time. And it’s funny how I would remark “it doesn’t make any sense” when in fact, it’s just that I did not get it. Maybe soul mates are like that – someone who understands your nonsense because it makes sense to him. And it’s also beautiful, that you can say whatever and not be forced to make sense and then find that a person does truly understand. Sometimes a little discussion over how nonsense it is can be healthy as well. That is liberating. Maybe they got it wrong. We do not need someone to complete us, we need someone to unwind and free us from the rigidness of rules and trying to make sense, to let us speak and be, without limiting our thoughts. We all need someone who brings out the nonsense in us and make us feel okay with it.
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Trust Issues
We all have them. And we all have different reasons why we cannot trust some people, some products, and some situations. What really surprised me is that as much as we praise, glorify, adore, exalt God, He is one being we have trust issues with. Some might acknowledge, some might feel appalled by the idea, some might deny – but just think about and reflect on it. When God tells us, ‘sell all your possessions’, we respond by saying ‘we do not have many possessions’ or ‘I do not own anything, they’re all rented and borrowed’ when in fact we have enough to sell on OLX and earn from it! When God tells us, ‘go and announce’, we respond by making reasons why we just cannot. When God tells us to ‘go forth and multiply’, we take out our calculators and bank accounts and blame poverty to population growth and you know, we’re just being prudent and practical.
Often these trust issues are masked by our want to be in control, our desire for comfort, the rational and practical reasons that we lay out there. Oh and how we make so much sense with our arguments! But unveiling that façade, deep in the heart of our reasons and arguments, it all boils down to that – we do not trust God enough that He will deliver for us, He will deliver us. I know I have not given God my absolute trust and surrender; that a part of me still holds back, too attached to this world. And I continually pray to God that He will work in me and work in my heart, because only He can change my stubborn heart, only He can accomplish and maintain that changed heart of mine.
So, “HOW CAN YOU NOT TRUST GOD?” Appalling? Dismaying? How do you feel when you know someone does not trust you? Why are we so afraid to trust an Almighty Being? Why do we feel we can and He cannot accomplish some things for us? Why cannot we absolutely give Him our trust? I leave you these questions to ponder on and may He show you your answers and your reality. I pray you will open your hearts to acknowledge them and decide in your heart that you will start to trust Him moment by moment.

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Confession of a Make-Up Shopaholic
Powders and lippies, giggles and swearing with the pinkies… A girl will always be a girl. ☺
I may have down played the role of make-ups in my life. Well, my face never shouted “MAKE UP” anyway because I seldom use them but I have a certain fondness for them. I love checking their packaging and sampling them; and going through the ingredients, shades and textures. There lies my predicament. I would often end up buying a powder or a lippie or a blush (in their retail size) and use it once or twice and then leave them to expire. So it’s really a delight for me to find these beauty boxes which supply you samples of cosmetics as well as skin and body care products! I subscribed to BDJ beauty box for starter and let’s see how it goes. I look forward to the make-up samples but I am more excited for the skin care samples; I’m kinda vain in that department. ((:
Skin care is a must. Make-up, on the other hand, is not. It’s like the side dish to a main course, you can either have it or not and your tummy won’t really make a big deal of it. You know the sense of gratification you get when you use up a pen to its last drop of ink? I never felt that with a pressed powder, a lippie or a concealer, cos I rarely use them before they expire!
It has taken me some years of failing my budget and feeling bad for a purchase I do not use for me to realize enough is enough. No more buying all shades of lippies just because I want the colors (they really look yummy!). No more purchasing of powder or foundation just because the packaging is lovely or classy. Yes, I am guilty of those. Worse is, I do not just go to a drug store/supermarket and purchase them. I usually get these stuff in Beauty Bar or branded cosmetic and skin care outlets in malls, just imagine the price range.
With that awareness, I resolve to stick with the basics – cleanse-tone-moisturize; drink lots of water and green tea; eat healthy; get enough sleep; and use products with SPF. My skin will soon thank me. (:
Okay, I cannot say totally no to make-up so I will keep it simple in the make-up department. As most girls (if not every) will agree: oil-blotting films or a pressed powder and a colored lip balm/lippie always come in handy in your bag. Aside from those, I have to have this in my pouch: Happy Skin’s ZZ cream for my monthly acne appearance. It works impressively in calming, lightening and healing the zit without making my skin red and stingy (para selfie-ready! hahaha). I have to say, that cream is like a Silmaril in a basket of cosmetics and skin care gems, especially for acne-prone skin. ♥ Note: Does not replace acne medication ointment. It’s a second-skin/foundation cream for acne-prone skin to help lighten the zit while its ingredients heals it, for day-time use only.

I did say I will no longer splurge on make-ups, right? But on skin care products, it’s a different story. ;)
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If I Can … Maybe I Will
If I can make you smile
I’d like to say it’ll make my day
But your smile only lend my tears delayIf I can make you laugh
I’d like to say they’re music to my ears
But your laughter won’t stop my tearsIf I can make this world any better
If I can make people peaceful to each other
If only I can make you see better
If only I can, maybe I can, maybe I will08.19.14 13:58
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